i am so lazy

You would think that with all my free time I would be able to at least update my damn blog or email people back regularly. but no - I find myself caught up with watching true hollywood story or that new Kill reality show that I don't want to like but afraid I might dig it. So excited for tonight for "so you think you can dance" - love that show. I had an awesome day hanging out with my sis today. I MADE $400 today returning purchased items! yup I made money so why not go back out and shop?! I was tempted but luckily nothing caught my eye. I paid off my corporate card, my visa, MAC for our CR trip and rent is due next week. I have NOT been this low on cash since I was in HS. It is pathetic that every month I see my checking account statement and I spend like $100 more each pay cycle than I earn. Not a good way to go through life. I don't know how I have kept my balance stable for so long.

I was bouncing around the idea of becoming a pharmaceutical sales rep. my sister talked me out of it since she once had that job and it sucks. but some people earn some damn good money and it sounds like a stress free job and you can work your own hours and everything. that would be nice. I am also thinking about becoming a massage therapist but the one thing holding me back is the thought of having to touch some large old man's hairy pimply back. Gross.

I finished reading the book Wicked - I can;t believe they have a play coming to SF. book was damn good but my measley little brain couldn't absorb all the parallels and issues brought up in the book. what is that damn clock thing? who was this madame morrible? why was she so special when she never really accomplished anything? I read all the book club questions at the end and I couldn;t even come up with a remark for them. I feel like I am in high school all over again.