tv is the devil

so I whine about how I have no work life balance since I get home eat dinner then sleep. yesterday I get at a reasonable hour and eat dinner and then proceed to watch 2 hours of TV. well, 1.3 since I fell asleep on the couch. It is so lame that all I would probably do if I did have more of a life during the week is watch tv. maybe not, after a while of just tv I would hope that I actually did something with my time, but I feel so lazy and unmotivated and it sucks. going home after work and then getting ready to do something else just seems like such a pain. always on the go is what bothers me - I hate feeling rushed and I feel like I don;t have time to just chill but when I do get that time I freaking watch TV. I don;t know what to do with myself. I would like to read and I have a test to study for and yet I dare not pick up a book cuz then I will fall asleep and it will be like 8:00 and that is just not ok. I wish I could start coloring or something. that's it - I am going to get some coloring books and rock the town.